I have been MIA for a while. More than a while, like half the year and I have a very good reason for all of this which I plan to explain in this post.
First of all to anyone who has been waiting for a post for the past few months, hello. How are you doing? I’ve missed you and I’m so glad you decided to stick around an wait for my stupid ass to come back.
For the past couple of weeks I’ve thought about coming back, but I never did and here’s why. I started noticing in my blogs I was writing about a lot of dark shit. My blog went from this fun side project to a swirling black whole of depression. Maybe you didn’t notice because half the time I’m just fucking crazy, but I noticed. And worst of all a website about mental health/depression reached out to me to see if they could advertise my blog.
When I first heard about this I was like fuck yeah, we need to talk about this more and people need to understand and blah blah blah. But the more I thought about it the more I realized all I had been doing was writing about this part of myself that I should be working on instead of bitching about. All I was doing was talking about negative shit and so I decided I need to step back and breathe.
Not only that, but I was/am still stuck in this in between state at the moment which I’ll talk about in another post. There has been a lot of changes going on in my personal life that I need to get together so I need to just focus on that for a while.
The good news is, I’m not totally stuck in a worm whole anymore. I think I’m turning into a butterfly.
So again, thank you thank you thank you to those of you who have stuck around to wait for me to come back. I is here and I plan to stay for a while.
Until next time (which will be soon I promise)